I lock myself in my studio, and ponder if whoring my work off is wise. I feel as if every painting is a piece of me, and to simply reduce their value to pay bills... is devaluing myself. I love working, am willing to work; but no one will hire me. I hate it. I am in debt, drowning it. The IRS has leins against my banks accounts... nothing ever works out.
There was a time, when I would make 10,000 a week. Selling paintings. Now I'm lucky to pay my half of the bills. At best. I am destitute, and broke, I do need help. I would be willing to wholesale artwork to someone willing to help me out, as long as it's a good home where it will be admired, rather than hung and ignored.
SOME ONE PLEASE HELP ME HELP MYSELF. I'm losing my sanity to overdue bills, and the feds.